I used to think something was wrong with me because I didn’t have any hobby’s. I mean sure as a kid I did swimming, dance, piano, soccer, but none of them ever stuck. I was very much the kid that did something for a year and got bored of it.
But there were a few things that stuck and are still around today, like reading and writing. Ever since I picked up a harry potter book I have become addicted to reading and absolutely love it. Getting lost in a world completely apart from my own and going on this journey with the characters makes my heart feel full and content. I love to create and fantasize scenarios in my head and the only logical way I could think to do that was through writing. These are things that I’ve been doing since I could remember. But still, when I say these are my hobbies I get a funny look.
This entire rant has stemmed from a conversation I was having with some people a while ago in which they were all discussing a sport they loved or a passion/hobby they still do today. I didn’t enter the conversation and instead just listened in. Was something wrong with me? If I didn’t have a hobby that defined some part of my life, then who was I? Was there anything interesting to me? This was obviously caused by overthinking, but the answer to my questions are rather simple. Nothing is wrong with me, a hobby doesn’t define you, and yes you still are interesting.
For a long time, I avoided becoming close to people because I thought if they find out how boring I am and that there isn’t anything to me then they won’t want to be my friend. I look at that logic now and I’m almost laughing at how childish it sounded, but at the same time is explained a lot about why I didn’t have many friends or become close to many of them.
The truth is, there is so much to me, and there is so much to you also. We think that because we don’t have a long list of hobby’s or passions then we can’t be interesting. We all have passions and interests and are so much deeper than anyone can imagine. It took me realizing that reading and writing, and this blog are part of who I am. The problem was, I was embarrassed by this because it wasn’t conventional. You should never be ashamed or embarrassed by what you love and what defines you. Don’t let other’s conventions dictate your worth, or what you think about yourself. You have so much awesomeness and are so much more than meets the eye. You are special, unique and interesting. If someone can’t see that in you then they are not worth your time.
Thanks for reading and have a wonderful day!